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by Brad Wright

June 25 1998 

I consider myself spiritual and not religious as you are right, mainstream religion really goes out of their way to lie and control the masses, the sad part is that most of them are completely blind to the REAL truth.  They quote things from books and believe everything they are told.  It is all part of the big lie to keep everyone from knowing what the truth really is.  They don't want people to see the truth because then they could not take their money and lead them to their own devices.  

As for what I believe, well, that is a very long story.  I have studied a bit from various religions and what I came up with for myself is Pagan in the end.  Most people think pagans are witches, again that is mainstream brainwashing. A true Pagan is someone who believes in a higher power but is not about to explain it. A pagan is close to a Zen Buddha as the life experiencing is the most important part of knowing spirit.  To see things as they are, without the brain trying to decide what to believe.   In Zen you are always looking at the duality of everything.  For example my favorite line from an ex lover was: It is but it is not.  To most people they just shake their heads when you say this about a question they just asked you.  You see every person in their own way sees the so called 'truth' as they want to see it.  Or rather what the want to believe.  One month the truth is this, the next month it is something else's. 

If you stop and take a look at yourself and see it for what it is, you start to notice who you really are, and begin to see the deceptions in your own head, as well as others.  I have yet to master this but I am getting better at it day to day.  People need to just simply drop their belief systems and then the master within will start talking.  Religion is for followers while the true quest for the real truth only can be found through the self. Even the Bible thumping Christians have no clue as to what the truth in the Bible really means.  Yes the Bible has been altered many times but their are still truths in there. Like the line : to thine own self be true. I could go on but I won't at this time.  

I guess in my own personal life, I am striving to become Christ Conscious.  What is this, you ask?  Well it is simply to become self aware as was the famous Biblical figure known as  Jesus.  Jesus was not Jesus Christ, sorry guys. He was Jesus The Christ.  A big difference people, he was Christ Conscious.  The first of that time.  Their are others such as Buddha.  In simple, Jesus did the work to become fully conscious using much more of his god given abilities as we all have.  The only difference between Jesus or Buddha from most of us is that they did the inner work to become OPEN CHANNELS OF LOVE.  Love, not in the way most people know from the word love.  Love is a vibration that OPENS the door to becoming aware.  That my friend has been proven to me on a personal experiential demonstration within myself. No one can ever take that experience away from me.  Not even a pope (hehe). A little humor their.  But seriously. The key to life, the Universe and Everything is L O V E.  and telling it and seeing it for what it really is.  If you can not love, you will NEVER become Christ Conscious as LOVE is Consciousness itself.  All of it.  From the dirt under your feet, to the light from the sun. It is all just a vibration, a different level of frequency.  When you put it all together you have God. 

From a Human point of view Love is a frequency that can be created with in our body mind spirit that can and does raise our vibration so that we are in perfect harmony with this entire existence.  When that happens you become the Buddha.  You become the Christ. That is what we are all striving for.  Whether we do it in this life or the next or keep repeating our stupid mistakes until we finally get it does not matter to GOD.  Life is the big experience.  But how many times do you want to live in a conditioned brain washing society.  I personally rather not. I for one want to bet it right sooner than later so I can go on to more exciting adventure in the universe.  Others choose to get excited over that new boat, car or perhaps seeing how many people they can lie cheat and steal from today.   Anybody can do that, and they do every day.  My Question to you is,  What do you want?    

I experienced what I think is a form of Tantra awhile ago.  I was with someone very special who was going through a kundalini awakening ( an energy located at the base of the spine which through love can be raised up the spine to awaken a person).  For several hours he just touched me very lightly all over my body.  You might think it was a very sexual thing, don't get sex confused with Love here. Because sex it was NOT.  After awhile I felt energy surging through my entire body and began to shake.  Not like an orgasm but I guess that is the closest thing I can relate it to.  Think of an orgasm being a quick onetime release of this energy at the point of ejaculation.  Now think of the energy, or the feeling of that orgasm being much different and throughout your entire body for several hours without an ejaculation at all.  It is the most incredible thing.  The only way to experience this for yourself is to find a partner who is actually capable of love.  Anybody can have sex but to put your attention on the feeling and focus of love rather than the sexual satisfactions of lust is quite difficult.   This is but one avenue to experience a raising of the energy within to a higher level.   

I have also done a breathing exercise called Kriya yoga where you do slow, medium and fast breathing in a rhythm.  This increases oxygen in the body and brings on an altered state of consciousness easier for raising the LOVE within you.  

Well I think that is all I will say for now except to tell you that one of my favorite books of all time which confirmed my own understandings was  the CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD Trilogy by Neale Donald Walsh.   I Highly suggest that you read this book. It is the best Damn book out their for people to read right now.  It is an excellent first step to knowing the truth.  

The Three Selves of the Shaman:
 
As you are aware through the norm of Christianity, there is a trinity.  What you may not know is what that trinity is in the Shaman belief system.  Ultimately they mean the same thing, except for the way it is taught.  Let us begin.
  The middle self is our everyday ordinary conscious self, the person we think we are.  My understanding is that in order to make contact with the high self (over soul) which is the part of us that is able to communicate with spirits that are dead or in other dimensions we must first make contact with our lower self first (perhaps dead is a bad word as we never really die anyway).  
 
The Lower self is that part of us that is referred to as the child within.  It is our closest friend to the earth and it is this part of our self which is able to connect to the earth spirits and divas, wind spirits, and so on.
according to the Huna we will never be able to make contact with our high self until we have a working relationship with our low self.  It is the low self who decides when we are ready to put the trinity all together to make contact with the high self.  Pagans, Shamans, Druids, and Wicca all work with nature and of course the low self.  A pendulum, for example can be a tool to connect to your low self when used correctly.  When I do muscle testing with someone to find out about a physical problem, it is the lower self that provides the answer through the testing and not the higher self as some may think.

2017 Update:

Many Years ago I had the opportunity to take a Flower of Life Workshop. 

The workshop is now available via DVD set.

It will take you through the first steps to knowing how creation was formed from the Ancient Egyptian teachings.

  http://www.drunvalo.net/store.htmll

I also recommend: 

     Eckhart Tolle Teachings, books and video's;  https://www.eckharttolle.com/

     Conversations With God by Neal Donald Walsch;  http://www.nealedonaldwalsch.com/

     Adyashanti;   http://www.adyashanti.org/

 

 

 

 

B-Rad

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